What I Learned
Technology
I joined this class somewhat late in the year, and because I did so, I never really got to learn with the other students how to use the cameras. Over the coarse of the year, I familiarized myself with the cameras and how to take good shots. I also learned how to improve my editing skills, and did so with numerous tutorials and just raw experience. Using Premiere is so fun for me, and even if the other students do not like it, I enjoy learning the many uses of the program. The technology aspect is important because it is how the overall video looks, and over time I have become obsessed with only making projects that I am 100% proud of. I strive to make videos that are the highest quality, and when I do not achieve that, I am really disappointed. My favorite project this year was the music video, which turned out as an
amazing frame by frame recreation of
All Star by Smash Mouth.
Collaboration
Collaboration has been my biggest challenge this whole year. I am a very solitary worker, and as everyone knows, video is a very collaborative class. Over the course of the year, this was an extreme challenge for me, especially during the entertainment section during second semester. I realized that I work better with some people than others, and I need to accept the differences that I have with them. Even if it is difficult to work with some people, I need to just get over it and deal with it, because it is only for a short time and is not a big deal. I also have realized through my continuation of the year that I do not deal well with difficult partners, because I am such a perfectionist with my work, and if I feel like they are not, it really bothers me. Overall, this year has showed me that I need to work around that weakness of mine and just get along with people, because multiple minds working towards the same goal is better than just one.
Communication
Communication has a lot to do with collaboration, but is not entirely the same. I communicate with others fairly well, be it outside of school or in class, in order to get work done. However, as I am more of a solitary worker, communication does not come as easily to me as the technical aspects of this class. Communication is vital to this class because of the heavy amounts of collaboration involved, and I feel like as the year progressed and I got closer with some of my classmates, my communication improved.
Project Management
Project management is so important in the class that I am going into next year: convergence journalism. I strived to improve my project management, as I struggle with procrastination a lot. I feel as though I am a very effective editor, and because of that my project management did improve a lot. However, because I am such a perfectionist, actually filming shot was very difficult because I wanted to make sure they were perfect. That is why some projects were done more efficiently, because I was confident in my ability and confident that it was a good video. I wish that I was as confident about every video, so that it did not hold me back, but I feel as though I am improving.
Leadership
I feel as though my role as a leader shined through in some projects, and others I was too timid to step up. Every group needs a leader, and even though I do feel as though I have very good leadership skills, I sometimes do not have the confidence to step up and say what I am thinking. My confidence in this area did improve over time, especially towards the end of second quarter, because I felt as though I had done very with journalism, where I think I am the best. That is where I stepped up the most, and helped out a ton with the final project and its production. That was the height of my leadership. As the year progressed though, and lead into entertainment, I felt my confidence in the area drop a bit, and I found myself going with what my group wanted to do rather than speak my mind. I feel as though next year, when I will be more confident with my abilities, I will be able to best demonstrate my leadership skills, particularly in the production of ONW Now.
Strengths and Weaknesses
I feel as though my abilities as an editor really got a chance to shine throughout the year. I learned how to better use Premiere, and I believe that I improved a lot. I know how to do so much in the program, and I am really proud of myself for that. I wish I could have primarily done the editing, as in I wish instead of focusing on filming, sometimes I could primarily focus on editing and post production. I know that was not the focus of this class, but it would have been a good fit for me. As far as weaknesses go, I had a lot of trouble with my self-confidence and perfectionism, even though I did my best to hide these problems. I wish that I could get over them, and I am working on it, but I hope to abandon that problem completely by the end of my senior year.
Application
I hope to apply the skills I have learned this year in my junior and senior year as I improve further in convergence journalism. I am going to focus more on improving my editing and my post production skills to better myself, and to be a good help while working on the set of ONW Now. I want to be primarily behind the scenes, and I feel as though the skills I have learned this year will adequately aid me in doing so. I want to be a big contributor to the production of ONW Now, and I feel like I can do so well.
What Would I Change?
Overall, I wish that I was not such a perfectionist when it came to filming. Also, ideally I would just be doing convergence all year, but there is not much I can do about that. I wish that I was better at working with people, and that will be something that I have to work on heavily, in order to better myself and my work for next year.
Conclusion
I had a great time this year. From graphic design to video, I progressed as a content creator and found what I wanted to do. I improved my skills as an editor and film creator, and enjoyed doing so. I had my strengths, and my weaknesses, but overall I feel like I improved greatly. I got closer to some of my classmates, and learned skills that I will use for years to come. I hope to continue to work as I transition into journalism.